My Life Is Not A Fairytale..

I'm not crazy...
I'm just wishing..
Wishing that life could be like a fairytale..
But..

Sadly,
It is NOT and will NEVER be...
I wish alot of things..
But, most of it never come true

I dint wish so much..
I just wish for my happiness..
Freedom, a lil' bit understanding from alot of ppl..

I hate the way ppl stare @ me..
I hate the way they look..
I hate the way they think of me..
Like I'm a freak..

I'm not weird..
I just have my own thought..
I'm not weird..
I just have My own way of thinking..
I'm not weird
I just have My own believes..

Don't judge..
Coz, you are not me..
And will never be me..

Don't judge...
Coz, you are not in my position..
You dun know.. How I feel...
You dunno what my heart has been through..

How it shattered into pieces..
And struggling hard to heal it by myself..
But even a healing heart..
Its already scarred...

Let me be what I am..
I wanna be better..
Give me time..
Coz, time is the only way to prove it..

To prove that,
I am a human with a heart..
With a willingness to be the best..
So,

Dun stare at me that way..
Dun look at me that way..
Dun think me that way..
Dun judge me that way...

Let me be..

 Created on : May 30 2010