One Of My Beloved Quotes to share

Quote to share: -

Life is short
Break the rules
Forgive quickly
Love truly
Laugh constantly
And never stop smiling
No matter how life turns out to be
Life is not always the party we expected to be
But as long as we are here, we should try to smile and be grateful
Cherish life and be your best!


I truly love you baby... So much...

Feeling insecure..

I dunno why... But, this feeling is coming back.. The feeling of being insecure..


C, darling...
I'm really scared.. I'm scared that U can't be mine..
I wanna be part of your life.. My life has not started coz you are not part of it..


C, darling...
I dun wanna fall in love with any other person but you..
Coz.. If it is not you.. It will mean nothing...


C, darling...
I dun wanna feel like this.. Why can't I have you?
When you are the only thing that matters to me?


C, darling...
I will love you till u are old..
I will love your wrinkle and I will love your white hair..
Coz,


C, darling...
No matter how you look like..
What is inside there... It is still you..


C, darling...
Dun fall for other but me please?
I promise.. I will give my best to you... So,


Please don't break this heart of mine..
I ♥ You, C, Darling.. ♥

My Life

Lately I've been thinking about my life... I think my life goes the way I'm not
planning it to be... Mostly ruined by myself.. Like I am not the smart one but neither the naughty nor the popular one.. I am so afraid to be the center of attraction like so scared to be noticed... While, I thought ppl like that should be a nerd... But, I am not any of it... I think I'm more to Invisible.. See... Because of my cowardness I became a weirdo who is afraid to be around alot of strangers / Acquaintace, feeling insecure to be around them and because of my weirdness, I could never make the guy that I like notice me... Since I am too afraid to be notice about my ugliness and my plus size... I dun have the confidence to let ppl know that I exist.. It's like "go away ppl.. Dun stare at me that way.. just becoz I am a BIG, FAT and ugly!! Look AWAY!!" while ,maybe, they hardly notice me.. Since, who wanna see some ughly creature.. Yeah... So, no one has to be blame for my life but myself...
Honestly, Deep in my heart, I really want him.. I wanna have him next to me... being part of his life like he is already part of mine.. Not only I can't say it to him coz' it is impossible, but I can't tell anyone else either about how I feel coz' I have to realize he is so perfect that it will sound like I am a shameless human being to ever thought having a crush on a guy like him...
Oh, well... It's okay.. What to do? Miracle doesn't exist anyway... So, nothing can be done and regretting anything won't help at all...
I just have to realize also beside all the mistakes are in me... Reality is a never sweet thing...

My poem for you..

Never in my life, have I ever felt this way...
It came so naturally without me noticing it...
It feels bitter and it feels sweet...
I guess this is what people called love...
It never feels the same...

I always think that love sucks...
I always think that I would never want to fall in love again...
But... Not now...
I'm happy to have you in my heart...
I feel that it is a bless to have you in my heart...

You are the sun in my sky...
You are the air that I breathe...
You are the one and only reason
For me to smile everyday...

It brings tears and joy every time I think of you...
It bring tears because I'm not the one who you choose
To share your happiness and sadness..
It brings joy because I know,
I could never find someone else like you...
My feelings towards you give me
Happiness more than sadness...
Coz... You've change my life...

You are my reason to be wiser...
To be mature...
To be smart...
To be stronger...
To be nice..
To be caring to anyone...

Your humbleness touches my heart..
Your smile takes my breath away...
Your caring behavior took my heart away...
You stay in my most special corner of my heart and
No one could ever replace it...

Maybe I could try to get rid you out of my mind...
But...
Call me foolish...
Coz, I choose to love you with all this heart...
Even though it is not return...

I don't mind if this feeling grow stronger everyday
Even if you don't answer my feeling...
I just hope, eventually...
You realize how much I love you...
And this love could touch your heart and
Make you realize that no one could love you like I do...

I just hope that one day...
I'm not invisible in your eyes..
I wish that one day..
You could love me for what I am
And..
When that day come...
I hope I could be your strength and your reason to smile...

Call me selfish...
I just want you to love me...
Coz...
I can't imagine if you are not gonna be
Part of the chapter in my life...
The chapter where I want to end it with you...

I will love you unconditionally
I will love you foolishly
I will love you till I forget myself
I will love you till you know that true love is what I'm giving you...

I love you dear...
Very much...
So listen to my heart...
I love you with all my heart...
And I refuse to let anyone take you from this heart...
I could only find my happiness in you...
But trust me...
I will also give you all of my happiness if I have to...

My masterpiece...

The first time I know this felling.. I just knew that it is not gonna be easy..


Well, no one ever says that it is gonna be easy..
I just hope it is..


I think I'm in love with you baby..
Coz...
My heart pounds real hard whenever I think of you...


A lil bit hurt coz I know,
I can't steal ur heart away..
When You already stole mine..


Made me thinking..
Why should I be in love with you
When you are someone
Whom I'm not supposed to be in love with..


Coz U are impossible to be reached baby..
U are special...
No one could be compared to you..


U always tried ur best to do impossible..
And yet..
U fullfilled that impossible task..


Perfect is what I described u and
If u are an art.. I would call u a masterpiece..
If ppl say "No 1 is perfect.."
Then, U must be an angel..


If ppl say..
"You will find someone better.."
I would say..
"Impossible.."


Coz,
How can I not love a perfection?
How can I not care abt a masterpiece?
How can I stop myself falling in love with an angel like you??


You like to call urself a superman..
For me..
You really are..
My special super hero..
My everything..


I hope someday..
U will look back and
Notice..
There is always me right behind u..


Waiting for you..
To let me...
Give u all the happiness..
Take away all of ur sorrow...


To be the reason
For ur beautiful smile..
Coz,
U know.. No one could love u
As much as I do..


Coz U know...
I will never leave you..
Coz U know...
I couldn't stop myself


From loving you..


Created On: 21/11/2010
Created By:  李奕姿  / Lanny Indrawati Dharmawan
For : My C

My Only Reason..

My baby...
Do u know that..
U stole my heart...
I dint even realize it was stolen..
Until...
I realize you are all I can think of..

Baby,
Why do u have to take it?
When you dun even need it?
Why?

If u have no plan returning it..
Can I have your heart in return??
Coz, Baby..
You are all that matters to me..

My reason to smile,
My reason to be strong,
My reason to be good and
My reason to live..

So, can I have your heart..
If I can't have it now..
Will you promise me,
Someday it will be mine?

Coz,
I don't need anyone else
I don't want anyone else
Beside you..
My baby, My only reason..

Have You Ever - Brandy

One of My Fave song.. Love the lyrics.. ^_^
[Chorus]
Have you ever loved somebody so much
It makes you cry
Have you ever needed something so bad
You can't sleep at night
Have you ever tried to find the words
But they don't come out right
Have you ever, have you ever

Have you ever been in love
Been in love so bad
You'd do anything to make them understand
Have you ever had someone steal your heart away
You'd give anything to make them feel the same
Have you ever searched for the words
to get you in their heart
But you don't know what to say
And you don't know where to start
[Chorus]

Have you ever found the one
You've dreamed of all of your life
You'd do just about anything to
look into their eyes
Have you finally found the one
you've given your heart to
Only to find that one won't
give their heart to you
Have you ever closed your eyes and
Dreamed that they were there
And all you can do is wait for the
day when they will care
[Chorus]

What do I got to do to get you in my arms baby
What do I got to say to get to your heart
To make you understand how I need you next to me
Gotta get you in my world
'Cuz baby I can't sleep
[Chorus]
Lyrics: Have you Ever, Brandy [end]

Can I have a new one please??

Starting to feel that life is not easy..
I dunno what makes me feel this way...
If I can choose..
I would really love to ask for a new one..

I'm not asking much..
I just want a life with more happiness...
With more understanding,
With no judgment from others..
With more freedom without any burden..

Yes, I do start to feel that I have more freedom,
But, why do I feel burdened inside?
Isn't this what I've been asking for all this time?
Then, why dun I feel completely happy?

Is it just because I'm a human,
Who is never satisfied with what I've got?
Or..
Inside of me, I know, this is not 100% right..

But, who to judge what is right or wrong??
I can't think straight with my heart aching..
I don't know why I have to feel this way..
Or I refuse to know why?

Coz, I'm afraid to know the answer to it?
Afraid that it might not the answer that I want to hear..
Am I a coward or it is a normal reaction..

I'm starting to feel changes in my life...
Is it true when ppl said "It's difficult to accept changes" ??
I think it is...

I hate this...
I hate this heartache...
I hate that I have to feel burdened...
I hate that I'm easily frustrated lately...
I hate it...

I just want a simple life...
Dun want this complicated life...
I hate that I have to cry alone at night..
Without finding any answers

Coz,
Either I can't find the answes to all my question or..
I refuse to know the answers..
Both reasons suffocated me..

Please, dear heart,
Stop aching,
Please, dear brain,
Stop thinking...

Please...
Let me go..
I can't stand it...
I just can't...

My Life Is Not A Fairytale..

I'm not crazy...
I'm just wishing..
Wishing that life could be like a fairytale..
But..

Sadly,
It is NOT and will NEVER be...
I wish alot of things..
But, most of it never come true

I dint wish so much..
I just wish for my happiness..
Freedom, a lil' bit understanding from alot of ppl..

I hate the way ppl stare @ me..
I hate the way they look..
I hate the way they think of me..
Like I'm a freak..

I'm not weird..
I just have my own thought..
I'm not weird..
I just have My own way of thinking..
I'm not weird
I just have My own believes..

Don't judge..
Coz, you are not me..
And will never be me..

Don't judge...
Coz, you are not in my position..
You dun know.. How I feel...
You dunno what my heart has been through..

How it shattered into pieces..
And struggling hard to heal it by myself..
But even a healing heart..
Its already scarred...

Let me be what I am..
I wanna be better..
Give me time..
Coz, time is the only way to prove it..

To prove that,
I am a human with a heart..
With a willingness to be the best..
So,

Dun stare at me that way..
Dun look at me that way..
Dun think me that way..
Dun judge me that way...

Let me be..

 Created on : May 30 2010

I Can't Tell

Hard to tell what I feel inside..

Is this love or it is just loneliness...
Is this what I really want or it is just because I don't like the silence..
I really can't tell..

When I am alone he is the one that I think of..
When I feel like having someone next to me..
He is the one I think of too..
So, what is this feeling call?
I really can't tell..

When I saw couple holding hands..
He is the one I think of..
When I saw couple quarreling
I wonder will we be quarreling like that
If I ever be with him??
I really can't tell..

Coz, he was never mine, never will be..
I really wish that this feeling is true..
But, I really can't tell what is this feeling about..